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I just don't know anymore. I think, seriously think that I am on the brink of breaking. Not to sound like a pussy or anything but I'm not sure if I'm gonna snap and kill someone soon. So hmm, I sit, I ponder, and need to smoke many much more buds. I don't think the writing I want to write is gonna come out the way I want it to. I gives it a shot though!



Come one, Come all! lets take a dive into another underwater fiesta where shit floats and you don't. well lets hope, I won't just because I smoke dope and doubt hope. I'll be the one on top waiting to toss you the rope! So buckle up sit the fuck down and lets boogie all the way down to the dirty depths just to see what will happen next, I can't gaurantee that you won't jump ship cause this trip is full of shit and I ain't one for wearing seatbelts while I drive us to the devils front door. I just wanna make it there and see if that big red bitch is a whore and how much that thing dignity and self respect costs, but I get lost easy, my brains a lil foggy but I will say that I'm real good at pleasing. So if your feelin up for this journey grab yourself a gurney and meet me in my backyard.


meh..........idk

So here I sit once again, no pen, no paper. A blank computer screen to try and puke what is in my mind into the vast world of the web. I don't know at least it was a early night at work! Means I can actually get 8 hours of sleep today! woot! suck it. hah who the fuck am i talking to. Just you Kimsta! WHAT UP GURL?! Holla back! lol -_- I have no friends roflrofl

Out the front door to see what my life is for, to the place where dreams are created, shaped, molded and crafted to become something stronger than steel. But where does my life take me? I don't really know, I kinda just want to go, and grow from this seedling or larvae state of mind and blossom into something that will let me absorb the delicate nutrients that the world can pump out. So i can thrive and watch as the rest of us dive, head first into a slab of concrete because our dreams mean nothing in the world that has a hollow heart. So please come with me as we take this ride down the road to see where our souls go, where the garden grows and the river flows, out to the place where no one knows what this and that means but to feel and flourish in a place that holds your heart. Now lets start to make progress in a place that never rests and see if we can out best the best.

So, here we are yet again on this website, giving this yet another shot at trying to keep a tag on my life and whats going on in my brain. First attepmt was Epic fail, so lets hope this isn't a repeat of the same downward spiral into the never ending shithole of procrastination world. I am in high hopes that I might be able to battle with some of the best, or even get input on by everyone i know or don't know by starting this thing. My highest hope is that I will be able to see what kind of bullshit I get to spit out into the wide world of the internet and see how well it comes out. So if you read this, don't be scurred of giving me your imput I will try and give you mine the best I can. go team!